Which was harder?

[DUMBAGAIN]

Neither of those were hard, its "really going forward with filing" that has been hard.

[Vanda]

It was hard to make that first appointment. Then it was very hard not to pay the bills and have them calling all the time, I just hated that, I felt (still do) like such a loser and like a semi-criminal. The feeling of having failed, etc.

[Naomi]

Now that I've admitted that I will probably have to file bankruptcy, the thought of going to a lawyer makes me feel sick. So, that will be the hardest - just making the appt and going.
It was hard enough to register and start posting on here.

[bnwebm]

First step is always the hardest, isn't it?

[lonesumluser]

Neither was really hard, I had the sheriff's department after me because of a judgment. I needed relief, I am just gonna be struggling to make that $2,343 payment every month, it's gonna be really tough!!!

About the car thing, they added mine in to the bankrupcy, I had under a year left on both loans and are making me give them that money for the 5 years.

[syn]

Speaking on my dad's behalf I would have to say making the initial appointment was the hardest thing to do. He was admitting to himself that he had to much debt and had no way of getting out of it. He didn't even want to go to the first lawyer my parents went to but since he's going on his third it's gotten easier.

[Smalls]

Why do attorney's advise a new car? What circumstances call for that?

[dunno]

I think admitting to the mistakes we'd made in conjunction with the misfortunes that we experienced (me losing a high-paying job, discovering through unisured hospitalization that hubby was diabetic) was the hardest part.

Wish I'd looked into BK sooner,tho. We wouldn't have used up the 401K staying afloat, nor run up the CCs.

We didn't choose to file until it was clear that we were out of money for anything except house, cars necessities.

Painted ourselves into a corner.

Filing was a relief.

[WorkingItOut]

Retaining the attorney is proving to be more difficult for me.

I had my first attorney consultation months ago and decided after that to just stick it out and not file. After several months of barely eeking by and going back and forth in my mind about filing, I had a 2nd consultation last week. The plan is to file in November, but I haven't officially retained the attorney yet. I'm still, in my head, trying to figure out any way out of this other than BK. I really don't want to file, yet I know deep down that I should. It's scaring the crud out of me though.

[ready2puke]

Hard to say for me..I did a search on BK probably 6 months ago and thought naw thats a bit over the top and poo-pooed the idea thinking I can do this!!! Yea right..
July 1st came and I paid all my bills and then realized that was it for me...no more money to pay the cc's next month and where was I going to get the money to pay rent on both the bus and my apt.
Then the guilt and anxiety came with waking up all hours of the night and crying most of the days.
Making my first appoint with an attorney was soooo aweful I couldnt stop crying and they dont have KLEENIX and these offices...
I was on a roll and went to see several more and the crying was less and less, but at least I brought my own Kleenix.
It really tough to find the right attorney. Bill on here was kind enough to turn me on to his. Someone else on here was not kind at all when I asked for their attorney, since they loved him so much. Still havent plunked down the money to retain yet.
Holding all the calls and not speaking to any of them now, but the calls are non stop. Come Nov it'll get worse since the last two large cc bills will be in default. Citi gave me two months of non payment. First week in Nov when they dont see any money then I'll get more calls. I plan on filing Jan/Feb unless of course I win the lottery, hey which still may happen.

[albacore44]

went to my 1st meeting this week. no brainer. was shocked when the attorney told me I needed to buy a car right away then let the one I have go back to the bank since It will be payed off in a year.. I'm not late on anything due to balance transfers, and drawing a loan from my 401K (bad mistake). but i'm slowly circling the drain. from all my studying the best out come is pre-planning, and I have some time. So i'm now thinking mabee 6 months to file since I'm still paying everyone. I'll pull the plug on the CC's in about 2 months. attorney told me i should skip about 2 mortgage payments to conserve cash. I just can't bear to do that, as I'm keeping the house. So now i'm car shopping . so i'm working on a milstone plan, step by step.

[woohoogirl]

Actually, the most difficult part for me was admiting that I could no longer make the payments and work myself out of debt.

I second that, once I knew I had to the rest was easy.

[BROKENN]

I was over it by that time Call it apathy!

The hardest was realizing: 1. We had done a stupid thing with mean people. 2. We had failed. Letting go!

BK has actually been a relief after 4 hard years...........

[biggomez777]

Neither was really hard. It was more of a shock when the debt management company we went to suggested we see a BK attorney. After a day to absorb that, it was more of a "well, we have to do this" attitude.

[epiphany]

Calling attornies was difficult. Retaining mine was not as he put me at ease. I retained him because he made me comfortable. I had interviewed several others but didn't like their "vibe".

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