Death of the love of my life, and may have to convert 13 to 7

[sophieanne]

Lilly,
My thoughts and prayers are with you I am so sorry for your loss.
Take some time to grieve and then decide where to go. Right now it's all about you and your life.

[angel7821]

So very sorry to hear about your loss. It is never an easy thing to go through. Take the time you need for yourself and deal with your BK at a later time. Everything is going to be ok even if it doesn't seem like it right now. I will say a prayer for you tonight. Sending you a BIG hug!

[pamkev]

Oh Honey my thoughts are with you. Take the time to be sad and cry and scream we are here for you

Pam

[tobee43]

lily, i'm so sorry for your loss. our prayers and hearts are with you.

as pj's suggested, hold off now thinking about what to do next, and take your time to grieve. it will all work out.

[mountanddo]

Lilly, I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Please let us know if there is anything we can do for you. {{HUGS}}

[PANSYFACE]

So sorry to hear of your loss, Lilly. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Please give yourself time to grieve. Hugs and love to you.

[Pandora]

So sorry to hear of your loss Lilly.... my condolences. Know that we're here to listen if you need a shoulder to lean on. (hugs)

[dina13]

Hugs!!! Sending you love and light, and peace. Take time to take care of yourself. Once you find your balance, everything else will fall in place.

[Sammie]

I am so, so sorry to hear of your loss. Your love is looking down & protecting you now. Sending hugs from NC to you. sammie

[ValleYum]

Just checking in on you to see how are doing.... Let us know if we can help. :::hugs:::

[mlevesque308]

I'm so sorry for your loss...........Many prayers being sent your way.

[stray]

I'm sorry to hear of your great loss, Lilly. Prayers and hugs.

[lillymarlene]

Thank you everyone for the kind replies. I'm just trying to take this one day at a time. I miss him so much, this is a pain you would not wish on your worst enemy. I hosted a tribute dinner for him last weekend, and it was amazing, he had so many friends.

Then though it's really too soon and I'm certainly not in any great "emotional condition" I've had to pull myself together, and look for employment. I've got a temporary thing working 2nd shift, for the next few weeks... besides needing the money since nobody knows me there, it's sort of a welcome distraction.

I am so grateful to for this forum now and for the past few years. It has always been wonderful, everybody has been so supportive. I don't know what I'd do without my "online family" and the few good friends that call me every few days.

[bookworm]

Oh, Lily, I'm so sorry!